Indecisive

I have a problem, I'm extremely indecisive. I think I know what I want but then weeks or months later I change my mind. The other problem is that I know it's bad to be indecisive and that it will hurt me in the future but I continue to be so. 

Example one, when signing up for my classes for this year, last year, I signed up for theater. I hate acting and being on stage. Why did I sign up for that? I don't know. Half way through the summer I came to this realization and contacted my counselor to switch into Journalism. This ended up being a great choice because I loved Journalism and I'm going to be on the Newspaper staff next year. 

Now my current problem.

As I work on the music video for my church
     **Side note: I really haven't talked about this on my blog but I'll post more soon**
I realized I really enjoy filming and editing those kind of videos. I like having a serious project and being able to develop it from a concept to a final result. I want to start to create more short films and music videos. As many of you know, my channel name is "thebabyperks", and so is my Twitter, Instagram, and Tumblr. If I want to create more serious videos I feel like my YouTube name should be just my name. At the same time I also feel like it's unique and something to look back on, since I got the nickname from swimming.

I constantly battle with myself on whether or not I should change my YouTube name or not. For now I think I'm going to keep it, just because I'm afraid if I change it I won't like it. As you can see, I go in a continuous circle about this. 

Do you all have any opinions? If you do tell me below because I need help.

Until next time,

Taylor xx


P.S: look at this cute turtle eating a strawberry 


   
via tehcute.com

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