Bad Day/Rant

The past 24 hours have not been the best. It started out at swim which was good, we did 60 50s (swimming to one end of the pool and back) on a minute. 59 girls were in five lanes, three high schools had to share the whole pool. I was fine with the main set after a while because I honestly just became numb and could not focus on anything, I have no clue what was going through my brain as I was swimming. Once I got home I went to small group, I was exhausted but I wanted to go because we were watching Camp Rock (lol). I had to write a Journalism story while watching Camp Rock and making snide comments, we were all cracking up. However, I started to get a headache which was extremely frustrating because I had been migraine free for a month. Then my stomach begun to hurt, I wasn't hungry all day either which NEVER happens. I always eat everything in site, but yesterday I even turned down pizza.
I thought that maybe it was just a headache but then I started to get disoriented; dropping things, stuttering, etc. My mom insisted in giving me my migraine medicine but when I saw it I kept denying it was mine, that they weren't the pills I usually took. Again, with the disorientation, I was totally out of it. Finally, I took my medicine and went to bed at the nice early time at 8:40 and set my alarm back to 6:00 am instead of 5:45. ]
BUT WAIT!! There is more, before taking my migraine medicine, my mom got a call from my grandma, my great grandma was not doing so well (granted she is 91, but we saw her in July and she seemed to be doing fine). She was having renal failure, what a happy stress factor to add to my headache.

Now to today, swim practice was 20x harder, I had to do a ton of butterfly which would be fine except that I was still feeling under the weather. Oh, and my goggles strap snapped out of place so I had to re "string" them. Then we did a lot of 75s and other swim stuff. I got moved from the best lane to the second best lane (which was really a blessing because I would've failed in Lane 1). When I got home, we got a call from my grandma, my great grandma is now in hospice. This is just adding to my pre-finals stress and prep for the end of semester assignments.

Sorry for this really long, confusing mess that is my life right now! I will post some more cheery Christmas-y things later!

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