Honestly, I had been doing fine up until last week. Early on was great but as the week continued it got more and more difficult. There isn't one specific reason to why I was slipping, it just happens. By the end of the school week I was emotionally and mentally drained, more so than I have been in a long time.
Saturday I got to see my family at Family Day which was much needed. Plus they surprised me by bringing my brother. They had originally told me he wasn't going to be able to be here and I'm 99% sure I cried when I saw him. Family Day was easily the best day of the week last week because I could just enjoy myself and my family.
I'm telling myself that I will be fine and I know I will be. I just need to control how overwhelmed I'm feeling at the moment. I also just need to get through the next two weeks and then I will have a lot more time to breathe. It's not to say that I won't enjoy the next two weeks because I'm sure I will. I just have so much to do and when things like this happen, it just adds to my general anxiety.
My sorority sisters have helped me so much over the course of the past two weeks. I cannot thank them enough for everything they have done for me. They have comforted me when I'm upset and let me ramble about my problems (which are minuscule compared to how hectic their lives are), and for that I am forever grateful.
I hope you all have a great week and aren't too stressed like I am.
Until next time,
Taylor xx
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