Three of my best friends of all time are about to leave for a new adventure in their lives. I am so freaking excited for them, but while I type this my eyes are welling up with tears. Savannah, Briana, and Peyton showed me what it was like to have incredible friends who truly care about you. I was a little sophomore that trotted behind the seniors but they didn't care. They still invited me to do things and by the end of the swim season I was an "honorary" senior.
Peyton and Savannah are rooming together, at a state school so they'll be able to visit more often. Briana is going to Arizona, 17 HOURS AWAY!! She'll come back around Christmas. CHRISTMAS!!
It's just so crazy to think that I'll be going throughout junior year without them because everything I did sophomore year was with them. I have incredible friends in my grade too (Danielle, Maddie, Anya, Abby, Kaitlin). I just I know I'm going to miss them so, so, so, much and nothing will beat being with them in person.
I'm afraid because even though we'll still be friends, we're going to be at such different places in our lives and that is what truly terrifies me. I fear that the people I became so close to are going to become distant. But I also know that all my worry is for nothing because they'd never flat out leave and not talk to me again. I guess it's just the unknown that scares me, like always.
I'm sorry this was a rambling post of my feelings but this week is going to be a huge change in my life.
Until next time,
Taylor xx
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